okay. so 18 of you voted. and basically there were two most popular ones. 5 of you thought that chris thought i was super hot and we DID hook up, and 9 of you thought that chris thought i was super hot but we DIDN'T hook up. well i gotta hand it to you guys! you got it right. the correct answer was number two: "yep, he wanted you real bad, i mean super bad, he was sooo hot for you, but you didn't get the chance to hook up. awww!"

and can i tell you how god damn upset i was about this? what happened was, i went over to my friends house, the ones who first like introduced me or whatever to him, at 1:00 on monday. he was there. we met, we said hi, and then he and riki and shira and i all went in to town to get something to eat. we ate, we got ice cream, and then we walked back home in the POURING rain, which was really fun. so we get home, we all change clothing, and by that time it was 3:30, and since chris had a 5:30 flight back to malibu he had to pack and leave. and poof! there goes our chance to hook up! what the motherfuck? seriously, i almost had a spaz attack. after he left, i was like PRAYING TO GOD that his flight would be delayed. but, alas, it wasn't. here's some parts of a conversation i had with him two nights ago, a couple days after he got back:

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LiSsiLiCiOuS: i was kinda hoping you'd have to get a later flight or you'd have to book a new one tommorow or something and have to come back home, because i didnt really get to talk to you or anything since you had to leave so soon

Malibucris: ya, I was hoping it was gonna get delayed

Malibucris: and so did yoni (one of the friends i know chris through)

LiSsiLiCiOuS: awww because he was going to miss you so much?

Malibucris: lol, ya

LiSsiLiCiOuS: hes so cute

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LiSsiLiCiOuS: last night riki and i slept on yoni's bottom bunk, well actually riki ended up leaving me alone but whatever, anyway they were like bombarding me with stories about you, it was funny. theyd say something about you and after i had heard about 3 or 4 stories i'd try to change the subject by saying something related about me or something, and theyd be like really? well chris did this.... it was funny.

Malibucris: so what were the stories

LiSsiLiCiOuS: like how you hooked up with the hot girl and you were complimenting eachother like you have nice tits and stuff like that, and then she said thank you and you said no problem, which i found HYSTERICAL, heh your so cute. and um.....

LiSsiLiCiOuS: that youve gotten head 3 times and all 3 times the girl swallowed

LiSsiLiCiOuS: and how when you go on tour or whatveer for baseball you have groupies

Malibucris: oh god

LiSsiLiCiOuS: and how you have this friend whos never hooked up with a girl and you make fun of him saying ive hooked up as many times as youve gotten turned down

LiSsiLiCiOuS: and things like that

Malibucris: lol

LiSsiLiCiOuS: the no problem one was the best

Malibucris: oh god

LiSsiLiCiOuS: i was laughing for so long

LiSsiLiCiOuS: riki had to cover my face with a pillow

Malibucris: lol

LiSsiLiCiOuS: and then yoni kept saying how it was soooo cool that you hooked up with a girl in this jacuzzi that was straddling you, and how he wanted a girl to straddle him, that it must be so cool

Malibucris: lollol

Malibucris: omg

LiSsiLiCiOuS: ?

Malibucris: I am glad you are not like one of those sensitive girls and thank god you find this all funny

Malibucris: cuz some of the girls that found out about all this have acted all weird and shit about it

LiSsiLiCiOuS: hah i find it hysterical. i have never been one of those girls, thats why i have so many guy friends. sometimes i kinda regret it, like when guys tell me that they can be an ass to me because they no i dont care and then are completely blunt and say everything they think to me, but whatever i deal

LiSsiLiCiOuS: at least 5 guys have said and done that

LiSsiLiCiOuS: like theyll just be like "you look like shit today"

Malibucris: that sucks

LiSsiLiCiOuS: id rather have that relationship with a guy than one where they felt like they couldnt say anything to me though

Malibucris: wells thats good

Malibucris: cuz I am one of those guys

Malibucris: sorta

Malibucris: not as hardcore though

LiSsiLiCiOuS: lol yeah yoni said you were blunt

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LiSsiLiCiOuS: i had a dream last night that i went to the airport with you, and when we got there we found out the plane was delayed and there was an extra seat right next to you on it, so i called my parents and they quickly drove a suitcase over to the airport and i went back to cali with you. it was pretty crazy.

Malibucris: ya thats crazy

Malibucris: but it would be cool if u came to cali

LiSsiLiCiOuS: i would LOVE to come to cali

LiSsiLiCiOuS: especially malibu, zooma beach is probably one of my favorite places on earth

LiSsiLiCiOuS: and the promenade in santa monica. AH! i want to go so bad.

Malibucris: you've been here?

LiSsiLiCiOuS: yep, a couple years ago

Malibucris: oh dang, thats the beach I went to today, and thats where I am going tomorrow for a movie

LiSsiLiCiOuS: lol

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LiSsiLiCiOuS: hah today when riki and i were walking in town we were talking about how her mom says "size doesnt matter" about a guys dick, and that whole topic in general, and she was like i think my moms right and i was like um NO, and then she was like "OH MY GOD chris is like sooooooo big, like he woke up in the morning one day and he was hard and i walked in, and it was SO big i almost fainted"

LiSsiLiCiOuS: i started cracking up on the spot, obviously. shes so cute

Malibucris: lol

Malibucris: ya well she has to get some exposure (riki's never hooked up with anyone)

LiSsiLiCiOuS: heh yeah

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so yeah, there's chris' personality in a nutshell? i guess?

oh and one more thing, not about chris, i know thank god. if any of you have napster and get totally and completely frustrated by not finding songs, you are not alone! (obviously). and yes, my friends, there is help. go to kazaa.com and download Kazaa! it's basicaly the same thing as napster, except it's pink and green and has really cool colors, and there are no copyrighted files! NONE! so far i've found and downloaded everything i looked for! it's really great, go download it now!